BtoB: I like those posts also. They are generally the ones that I feel extremely emotional about on a private level. I wrote the comment about Kasey Edwards and then panicked because I understood it was perhaps too personal or did not fit with my project but after a little while I realized everything I DO is private when it comes to this and my feelings on that were no different.

Occasionally sharing feelings about things like that’s more challenging than sharing a picture though for some reason.
Would you mind sharing the post linked to your period?
BtoB: [quoting her blog] “Just like last month, and the month before that and the month before that, and ok, you get it, I Will quit, I am on my period. Here are some highlights from this particular cycle: I spent a whole day lying in bed with the lights off, I bled through a jumbo tampon in a matter of hours, I got blood all over my bathroom floor when I stepped out of the shower and I cancelled plans with a friend because my insides felt like they had sprouted a million, miniature knives that were stabbing me.
I made a post before where I mentioned feeling lovely, strong and powerful during my period. This is still accurate, but my periods have never in my life been easy. They’re painful and messy and I get cramps and headaches and bleed a whole hell of a lot. They remind me that I am exposed and at exactly the same time, so very strong. They remind me that my body is black nudists pics and fascinating and able of so many marvelous things. They remind me that it’s acceptable to cry, or request help or ask for an additional hug that day.
Additionally they remind me that folks all around me are suffering every single day from things that I don’t know about. Perhaps they’re on their interval too, or have a migraine, or are fighting a debilitating disorder. Perhaps they’ve just lost http://nudismphotos.net/posts/my-girlfriend-does-the-same-and-does-never-wear-panties-either/ loved one, or have a sick child at home. The people around all of us are coping with things that hurt them constantly, mentally and physically, but I know that so often I forget about that, and I think it’s all about me. If I am okay, they’re okay.
I do not want extra help or empathy, why do they? So when my body reminds me what pain feels like, or what it is like to spend a day feeling vulnerable and scared, it helps me recall that everyone else has those days also and maybe occasionally they want the additional hug, or a kind word, or a little help, and being reminded of that’s a great thing.”
What is next for you and this job?
BtoB: As far as what comes next, I frankly don’t have any idea. It started as just a easy, amusing job and evolved into this odd and exciting stage from which I can talk about my body and hopefully help people outside. Ideally, I want to break away from the Tumblr system and direct more people to a website instead. I feel like Tumblr is kind of insular and has a really limited demographic, and I’d like to stand outside of that and let more people see what I’m doing and learn about it who don’t necessarily have Tumblr accounts. I started a web site free of notion what to put on it and somehow that is evolved into a mix of Tumblr posts and also some additional information, posts, etc.
Occasionally I think to myself, I should simply stop. I have done enough. This is it.I have nothing left to say. And I don’t post anything for a few days, and then all of the sudden i realize I ‘ve another thing to say and I write about it and people respond to it and it rekindles that want to keep doing it.
Ultimately, I don’t have any notion. And somehow I just keep going. But never once have I really known where I’m going with it, it just happens and I keep ending up wherever it takes me!
Occasionally, it is better to let things develop on their own and see where they take you. I know I appreciate what you have to say and to believe it’s a dialog that’s needed out there.
I feel like we’ve only touched the surface here, there are actually so many things that we could discuss! Maybe we’ll reconnect in the future for part two. As you know, many of the listeners on this podcast are either naturists, or are interested in trying societal nudity out, generally to beat their own anxieties and body issues.Do you’ve any ideas for either?
BtoB:Definitely! I’d be happy to come back for a component two some day. Honestly, I think my advice to those individuals would be to just do it! What have you got to lose? I would say that 99 percent of the time, we are our worst critic and that thing (whatever it’s, weight, hair, whatever) that’s so enormous to us is really not a big deal to lots of other people. I believe that everybody should learn to be comfortable naked by themselves and in front of strangers.

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